Uranium Orchids

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Unknown Female User — Mon, 25 Jan 2010 03:19:51 +0000

Sometimes I wonder if I need help.

New Boys

Unknown Female User — Thu, 19 Mar 2009 04:47:37 +0000

Lately crushes have been turning up all over the place. JQ from my faculty seems to be showing interest, though I do sometimes vaguely fear this is me projecting on other people. Or assuming.

AK is a friend of a friend, and quickly becoming a friend of mine I think he’s adorable. He asked me to live with him and a few friends next year.

C has been pretty forward and so has SM. Neither are really my scene, though SM is looking like the next person I’ll find myself dating.

G is still fucking weird, it’s making me crazy. He comes up to visit in April.

Scotland has a girlfriend, which sucks mega.

I’m looking fat I need to work out.

Period, period.

Unknown Female User — Thu, 05 Mar 2009 17:39:46 +0000

Thank You Thank You Thank You.

Oh fuck.

Unknown Female User — Tue, 03 Mar 2009 04:52:34 +0000

Dear My Period,

I would really like to have you.

Love

Unknown Female User

An Angsty Entry

Unknown Female User — Thu, 22 Jan 2009 04:59:45 +0000

I hate to do this to you, internet, but I see no other option right now. Another teenage angst (almost twenty-year-old-angst) rant to be tossed into your abyss willy-nilly.

I think I’ve always had a crush on G (and yeh, everyone around me will call that completely obvious) but after his spell of, I don’t know, testing the waters to see if I’m interested, and finding me as cold hearted as ever I’m pretty sure he’s given up hope which is a bit of a heart break.

It could be worse

Unknown Female User — Mon, 19 Jan 2009 05:08:58 +0000

A guy in McDonald’s hit on me and told me I was ‘very sexy’

Though I feel so fat lately, and ugly too. I wish I was doing better in school than I am, and I must learn how to drink.

I never remember my dreams

Unknown Female User — Thu, 04 Dec 2008 06:58:31 +0000

And maybe this is why… holy fuck I had a sex dream about G last night. I am still in shock about this. I used to be hardpressed to believe I even thought G was a nice person… but there you go. A is so happy I’m coming home and thinks he’s moving to my city next year for school… if he does I will kill myself. I kind of fancy a guy in my Philosophy group, he’s married though… pity.

Where do bad folks go when they die?

Unknown Female User — Sun, 19 Oct 2008 21:29:38 +0000

G is asleep on my bed right now, and so I feel safe writing a little bit here… he leaves in about an hour.

This weekend has been mental. He’s so tight lipped when sober, but get maybe one or two drinks into him, and he just tell me everything. Especially the depression surrounding his ex-girlfriend. He almost cried last night which threw me the fuck off. He’s like me, he doesn’t let it show — ever.

He slept in my bed last night instead of on the floor. Nothing happened but I hardly slept at all.

Nothing Better Change

Unknown Female User — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 18:39:59 +0000

So, G is coming up from the south to stay with me for the weekend. This is going to be so awkward, yea, he’s my childhood friend but, mother of shit man, he’s seemed so ‘flirty’ lately. He keeps talking about ‘getting me drunk’

Yea, it’s not going to happen.

Cookie Cutters

Unknown Female User — Tue, 14 Oct 2008 15:07:51 +0000

Okay, well, I guess it’s really weird.

His birthday is on Thursday so the great instigator facebook proclaims, and I’m not sure if I should drop him a birthday note. To be fair, I know he doesn’t even really look at his facebook, and he hasn’t really been answering my e-mails since I was abroad, but, you know, we had a fling. Had sex once, almost twice, however I got cold feet. It seems to me, that I should at least be friendly even though I don’t want him to think I’m attached. I’m not really, but I think since we ended on a good note it’s only good manners to say ‘Hi’ in reply to me. That’s about all I ask.

Whatever, I know, don’t be creepy right?

But he was so fucking hot, and he feels like the one thing I kept from A. I’m sorry, that generates pride the likes of which the whole internet cannot fathom.